First of all, I want to say...
I hear you.
And secondly I want to say to you that it ISN’T YOUR FAULT. Here’s why.
While growing up, very few of us had someone teaching us how to confidently and lovingly be a successful, assertive leader.
But it is possible!
...Take a breath and take a moment to remember how you felt as a child, before life told you what you could not, should not do.